how to disappear completely

1_get magical mystery box

2_get magical mystery content of said magical mystery box

3_get zippo lighter or box of matches

4_get backpack or handbag to carry all

5_get camera

6_get magical mystery foolish beautiful dog

7_find magical mystery forest

8_go to said magical mystery forest along with dog, and handbag's content

9_find magical mystery spot in said magical mystery forest

10_lose yourself in the moment

11_close your eyes and enjoy the ride

Este tiene mucho otoño

■↨ free bird ↨■
I can't tell you who to idolize
you think its allmost over but its only on the rise...
the creature that I am is only going to destroy

the songs are in your eyes I see them when you smile,
i wanna see your thoughts take shape and walk right out...
tell me now, why the dark before the dawn?...
who's to say where the wind will take you?, who's to say what it is will breake you?
I don't know, which way the wind will blow,
who's to now when time has come arround?
i don't wanna see you cry,
I know that this is not goodbye

sick of this life, not that you'd care, I'm not the only one with whom these feelings i share.
nobody understends, quite why we're here, searchin' for answers
that never appear

I'm fucked up now

go ahead, get sad eternally

It's awfully considerate of you to think of me here,
And I'm much obliged to you for making it clear, I'm not here.
I'm wondering who could be writing this song.
I don't care if the sun don't shine,
And I don't care if nothing is mine,
And what exactly is a dream?,
what exactly is a joke?.

So,so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skies from pain
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade
Your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold confort for change?
And did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears
Wish you were here

I used to feel a lot
things used to be alright
so much was going on
i'm empty now inside
i've got no life, got no life
nothing comes my way
i'm proud to say
i'm out of reach
and i'm useless, yes i'm useless
nothing is comming my way
I regret my past
the will to death is what keeps me alive
It's one step away
every day i'm gonna kill my past
and back to the beginning again
wonder what it is that makes me feel so mad
there is no more hope
there are no dreams
these are the times I was scared of, these are the fears I pushed out of my way
now they've come back here to haunt me
all the good times are on their way
I'm so happy and sad
by doing things there's no reason to do
leave my lonely mind
I keep holding on to my self
when you reach that point you're a wall
i'm not me anymore
I remember every end...
I was afraid to be me
try being someone you're not
never knowing who you are
this is the time to die and I'm not me anymore
dream that you died it takes out of your mind...
but now you know what i've been through...

be who you are,do what you do,not win or lose...yeah!

shine on syd...shine on,forever,and after...

dicen que llegó de un viaje largo a este lugar,
con ojos vivos pero tarde un poco,
se quedó sin prisa a la deriva,
cuantos vuelos quiso dar,
que quedaron en intentos,
cuesta estar un paso atras del mundo y tan normal,
parece cuando se la ve de adentro,
no seré el menos de cualquiera,
tengo orgullo de brillar por lo que llevo acá adentro
se que está más cerca ese lugar, donde todos valemos igual,
me trepo en las nubes y no quiero más cambiar, se que esta más cerca ese lugar..
preguntó: ¿adonde van los tipos con la fé?, que aunque sea lejos yo quiero alcanzarlos, mi razón no entiende de utopías, doy mi vida a que es verdad que se mueven las montañas...
se que esta más cerca ese lugar, donde todos valemos igual,
me trepo en las nubes y no quiero más cambiar, se que esta más cerca ese lugar...
sin llegar aún va medio paso por detrás
pasa la gente y se detiene a verlo, sin dudar encara otra subida,
quiere darte el corazón aunque vos no se lo pidas, quiero darte el corazón...aunque vos no me lo pidas...

en mi vida el oscuro me mantiene
se dice bisonte,no buffalo...

where i go i just don't know i might end up somewhere in mexico...

there's no way out of here,when you come in you're in for good...

maybe i just don't belive...

but that was when i ruled the world...

Otros

"otra vez, el Arcoiris se ríe de Mí"

It gets harder and harder, when you're pulling the rope to one side, and then something bigger than you, pulls the opposite way..

Hello, Hello

It'll All work out, eventually

Mientras escribo sentada en la cama, a punto de dormirme, cuando John está cantando desde la pecé, pienso, y ahí está.
Es raro, sí yo sé, pero me fascina que sea así.. no es una coincidencia, ya no creo en esos bichos. Es así, porque es así y siempre va a ser. Como ya lo dije mil veces y lo voy a decir mil veces más El Siempre, Siempre tiene una canción, y lo fantástico de todo esto, es que siempre, siempre sirve. Bueno, a mi me sirve, y espero que a ti también :)

The Real

I dont know the real from what I thought I saw
I can't remember where I went
Where I was
I'm gonna move toward a point in time
Where you are is a state of mind
And anytime I can read your thoughts
Some of them yours and some I thought up
There's no good reason for heartbreak
Nothing's repeating every Monday
It's no good saying you'll always be mine
These jokes life's playing they make me so tired
It's already to much to always see you off
The sense that hours go back is enough
I like to fade when I write this line
There's every reason to paint a decline
And every mile i walk is five
I'll get where I'm going in the next life
And all the while there's a false face
This every killing is left untraced
This kind of falling saved my son
This constant longing for what's gone

Je t'aime Mon Amour

Look On to Interior two

We fall into the hands of doom
We’re coming out interior two
Why don’t you come on over again
Things here will never be the same
We feed the light with shadows of pain
Why don’t you come on back again
I hear our song in the wind
I see clouds laughing insane
We fall into forever’s lap
We'll speak when all the lines are tapped
And endlessly come on back, will you come on back
I hear our song in the wind
I see clouds laughing again
Wherever did we find this night
I’ll come back in another life
Why don’t you come back over again
Won’t you come back over
Come back

I can’t get through
Knots in my mind
I resent
self I can’t find
I can’t get through
A paper and a pencil
Are the best friends I’ve got
I went to downtown L.A.
Got picked up by the cops
I didn’t get what I wanted
But I didn’t care a thought
I saw that life was kidding
Look on
I’m warning you
I skipped a life
To be here
I’ve got no right
I’m bad luck
I used to feel a lot
Things used to be alright
So much was going on
I’m empty now inside
When I thought life was terrible
Things were going fine
Vincent called as a set up
Look on
It’s not right
I lost my fame
It’s a cheap trick
I wanna do it again
I’ve got no life
I am a separate entity
From the guy I was before
Here nobody wants me
I hoped for something more
I flip through empty pages
That I thought I wrote on
I can’t tell what is dreaming
Look on

Hoy es el comienzo del Final..."

Hoy voy a empezar



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-Será que si alguna persona en el mundo lee eso, se sentiría lo suficientemente curiosa/o como para volver repetidamente al "Blog",
como te gusta llamarlo, sólo para ver si la historia continúa?
-No sé... Yo lo haría -Dijo con una sonrisa.